Age is a word.
Frozen yogurt with almonds and raspberries and mango…and a little bit of Reese’s ;) sitting in the sunshine during my lunch break. Tomorrow is going to be a 14+ hour work day…
Making some changes in my life solely for happiness <3 my only goal
So far so good.
The past two days I have been eating large amounts of anything without nutritional value whatsoever and despite my tight financial situation with current life rearranging I want to buy a bunch of new clothes. Its so unhealthy that I base my happiness on material things and immediately seek out this behavior to “make me feel better” when it actually makes me feel 10x worse.These things tell me that I am horribly depressed along with the fact that I just want the sun to finally set so I can lay down and watch tv and be held by my love before we both go to separate hells early tomorrow morning (again). If I wasn’t breaking this routine when I am I’m sure it would finally kill me. I’m trying to make myself get up so I can take a shower because I know it will make me feel better but it’s so difficult. I really can’t stand a day when the sun isn’t shining….My biggest wish is to be able to enjoy life to the extreme I desire (and an extreme I know I am well capable of) EVERY day….
Seeing mango and coconut trees in real life was very exciting/special for me seeing as they are my favorite fruits. #thelittlethings
Night time on the Atlantic last Thursday after coconut shrimp on the ocean-side patio. I have officially seen 2 of the 4 oceans<3